Bad place
Bad vision
Bad taste.
Can’t get you out of my head
Can’t get you out of my heart
Swirling thoughts driving me insane
Temptations lurk of luscious pain.
Won’t go away
Can’t put up a fight
Can’t escape
Can’t end my life.
Bad mood
Bad place
Bad vision
Bad taste.
You have no right to be here
To torment my soul
You have no power over me
Yet you will not let this be.
Won’t go away
Can’t put up a fight
Can’t escape
Can’t end my life.
What is the point?
Why am I here?
Some puppet of your amusement
You take pleasure in my fear.
This heart is not yours
Nor will it ever be
This body I may destroy
Because it belongs to me!
The anger and hatred
Boiled up inside
Are enough to kill a man
Crumbling his pride.
Bad mood
Bad place
Bad vision
Bad taste.
Why can’t I wither away
And die in my sleep?
Why in this unimaginable hell
Must my soul keep?
Won’t go away
Can’t put up a fight
Can’t escape
Can’t end my life.
Age 20